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Posted: May 30, 2008 - 03:42 PM
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Mesmerized
Joined: May 09, 2006
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Location: Black Mesa Research Facility
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I have many triggers. But I have one cure, and thats my Paul. My saviour, he is my life force, he keeps me going and I love him for it.
It is not selfish to want to die, but it is unnecessary to think like that - people around you DO love you, and they will want to help you. But first you need to ask for that help. |
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Posted: May 30, 2008 - 04:05 PM
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Joined: Apr 02, 2008
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I've thought of Suicide. I've been depressed for like 6 months, when I realised that everyone hates me. Everyday since then I've thought of people i still believe likes me, that's my way of keeping me away from suicide. Cutting yourself, I find very useful too, I use it to get my feelings out.
Sorry if this was hard to understand, my english is not very good. Also, im very very tired |
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Posted: May 30, 2008 - 04:20 PM
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Needle
Joined: Oct 04, 2007
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Location: Europe for fucking 12 months
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^^Hope you'll be alright 
Trust in lighten future. |
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Posted: Jun 26, 2008 - 11:24 AM
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Joined: Aug 13, 2007
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Location: Australia
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the thought of suicide has never entered my mind, and i hope will never enter my mind.
thats all got to do with my God... becuz i know he has a plan for me and he will never forsake me and even in my hardest times he is always there all things work for good to those who love Him 
thought i do know many poeple, some close friends who have thought a bout it and a few who have attempted and failed/succede (if thats really the right word to use...)
i agree with the people who say its selfish becuz we are all here, and needto live in a community to knowingly cause grief on friends and family, even to please ur self to me is pretty selfish buuuutt
im not gonning to tell off people who feel differently and stuff |
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Posted: Jul 14, 2008 - 10:53 PM
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Joined: Jul 14, 2008
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| Blah blah fucking blah suiside this suiside that you know i have no sympathy for wankers like you! You shouldn''t even be considering suiside its not like your dying of some slow painful desease! (If you are I appolagiase) Listen up everyone THERE IS NOTHING AFTER YOU DIE. Thats your lot thats the whole pie! Think about what life has given you. Probably loving parents and food on your table and friends who give a shit. Would you waste that? would you throw way something so precious just because your having a bad day week or even year? I hate emos because they adopt this shitty attitute. |
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Posted: Jul 15, 2008 - 12:21 AM
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^How the hell do you know there is nothing after death??
I wish people would cut the shit out with the 'emo' trend, too. |
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Posted: Jul 15, 2008 - 12:29 AM
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Joined: Nov 02, 2007
Posts: 371
Location: in a supercalafragilisticexpialadocious place
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| There's what you think there is. I think. But if there's heaven, or hell, everything and everyone goes there, not just humans, imo. |
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Posted: Jul 15, 2008 - 02:05 AM
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Cigaro
Joined: May 18, 2006
Posts: 2865
Location: Samurai Dojo
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thebluelinecretin wrote:
Listen up everyone THERE IS NOTHING AFTER YOU DIE. Thats your lot thats the whole pie!
Nope, it isn't. It's only your opinion, man.
thebluelinecretin wrote:
i have no sympathy for wankers like you!
Too bad. You might as well be the reason for an unnecessary suicide. Chill.
thebluelinecretin wrote:
Would you waste that? would you throw way something so precious just because your having a bad day week or even year?
A year (even only six months) isn't a short time for a depressed person. That I'm very sure of.
thebluelinecretin wrote:
I hate emos because they adopt this shitty attitute.
Okay.
Darkdwarf wrote:
Cutting yourself, I find very useful too, I use it to get my feelings out.
Come on, man...
A strange thing occurred to me when I was severely depressed one time. I just wanted the emotional pain to continue. I felt that the only way to be different and somewhat superior than others is to experience depression at its worst in order to gain help (and attention) from others. Of course, it was a really fucking stupid thing to do since that I was basically sitting my ass in a couch and whining like a little bitch about all of my problems. It's possible that this is not your case, but inflicting physical damage upon yourself is really nothing to be proud of. Work out, watch a cool movie, learn something fun, anything that sets a goal for you in the distant future that makes you possess great skill in something not everyone can do (guitar was for me). Good luck with everything. And please stay away from cutting yourself. It's bad. |
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Posted: Jul 15, 2008 - 09:02 AM
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Sugar
Joined: Feb 09, 2006
Posts: 3957
Location: In The Pantry, With Your Cupcakes
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thebluelinecretin wrote:
Blah blah fucking blah suiside this suiside that you know i have no sympathy for wankers like you! You shouldn''t even be considering suiside its not like your dying of some slow painful desease! (If you are I appolagiase) Listen up everyone THERE IS NOTHING AFTER YOU DIE. Thats your lot thats the whole pie! Think about what life has given you. Probably loving parents and food on your table and friends who give a shit. Would you waste that? would you throw way something so precious just because your having a bad day week or even year? I hate emos because they adopt this shitty attitute.
I apologize that the world has been exposed to the worst spelling in the world.
You know what? How the fuck do you know what there is after we die? Seriously now. Have you died? Are you a zombie walking the motherfucking earth? No. You are not. So do not preach to me about what is beyond. That's as bad as those who preach about heaven. You've demeaned yourself to a level I am assuming you regard as wrong.
There are many different reasons and ideas to kill yourself. Maybe you do have food on your table, a family and friends, but, there's plenty other reasons for one to be unhappy with their life. Plenty that might seem petty to the next person, but in fact, none of these are petty because someone struggles with this problem every single day. It may not be poverty, it may not be abuse, but, anything can be a struggle all on it's own. It's "Wankers" like you who make the situation worse by not having any sort of empathy for anything that may be a little outside your box. And that's what sickens me in today's world, I'm sorry to say. There's too many people inside their little box, and can't see different problems and how they may affect different people.
And your last sentence used a prime example of a word we like to call STEREOTYPING. Not every emo wants to kill themself, and not every suicidal person is an emo. It could be anything. Mental disorders, the death of someone you love, feeling like you have no future, no way out, recklessness, ANYTHING. The prompts you used are way too fucking general. Think outside of your little logic box. Logic sure is a good thing, but, it's not the entire composition of the world. And it NEVER will be.
I may have a general amount of food on my table when I need it, I may have at least a quarter of my overall family in my life at least a slight bit (however only around 5 close to me), a few good friends who care, but, I'm suicidal. I have been for three years now. Moreso than ever. The only reason I'm staying alive is because I don't want to hurt the ones I love most. If any one of them were gone, I don't know what I would do. But you know what? Maybe I don't have the general problems that you have so naievely listed as the only problems one can have that would be reason to kill themselves, but, I have my OWN struggle that I live through EVERY DAY. Sometimes it's better, sometimes it's worse. It may not make sense to most, but, it is my struggle. That should make sense enough that someone is STRUGGLING. I empathize with everyone else's struggle (i.e: friends, family, anyone in general that feels the need to talk to me about their problems), and understand that even though it may not seem like a big deal to me, it is a big deal to them, and that is what's important. That is what makes it a struggle.
I'm sorry, everyone. I just can't STAND people like the person I have just quoted.
And by the way, I'm NOT emo.
Anyway, my fellow SOADfanners and friends, those thoughts have indeed come back, I won't lie. They'll probably stay with me my entire life, however long I do in fact have left in it. Circumstances lately have been...slightly harsher. And far more complicated than before. I feel that I have the adequate support to stand my ground through them, however. Though it keeps the actual suicide away, the thought crosses. I'd like to thank one of my best friends, my current love interest, and all around gentleman for talking me out of it that one night when my heart was set on it. If he hadn't listened to me when I needed a friend, I would have been far gone by now. And then I found that someone I lost for forever was still there just as much as he'd ever been. And I know who my friends are, and know who I need to stay away from. That makes it a lot better. I probably just need recovery time. Which I hope I will get on my next holiday. Thank you all for listening tonight. |
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We all deserve to die.
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Posted: Jul 15, 2008 - 08:49 PM
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Joined: Jul 05, 2006
Posts: 339
Location: Canada
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thebluelinecretin wrote:
Blah blah fucking blah suiside this suiside that you know i have no sympathy for wankers like you! You shouldn''t even be considering suiside its not like your dying of some slow painful desease! (If you are I appolagiase) Listen up everyone THERE IS NOTHING AFTER YOU DIE. Thats your lot thats the whole pie! Think about what life has given you. Probably loving parents and food on your table and friends who give a shit. Would you waste that? would you throw way something so precious just because your having a bad day week or even year? I hate emos because they adopt this shitty attitute.
You just dug yourself a hole by saying that. Mabye you could adopt a new attitude as well.. |
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Posted: Jul 16, 2008 - 12:28 AM
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Sugar
Joined: Feb 09, 2006
Posts: 3957
Location: In The Pantry, With Your Cupcakes
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| ^^Damn right, he just dug a hole with me right there, that's the kind of people who cause the problems either I have, or am helping someone get through. If I can make some sort of dent on someone like that, I'll feel a little better. That's just how I am. |
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(\_ /) "I would like a 'bunny'."
(O.o) "What kind of 'bunny?' A semi-automatic 'bunny' or a handheld 'bunny'?"
(> <) "Whichever 'BUNNY' you think is better for shooting a guy in the head!"
(sig: Mel // avatar: Matt)
We all deserve to die.
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