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Posted: Oct 22, 2005 - 08:56 PM
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Peephole
Joined: Aug 21, 2005
Posts: 1624
Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
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In the blink of an eye
the blood pours from my veins
the knife in the floor
covered by the tears from my wrist
salt water and blood
mix through the floor
breaking into nerves
choking on the pain
A short one but thats how i feelin rite now i fuckin hate myself im the worst bitch in the world and i deserve to die. |
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Sami-Jo loves Cyberdog .x<3
Singing to the tune of FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT!!!
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Posted: Oct 22, 2005 - 08:58 PM
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Dart
Joined: Jun 08, 2005
Posts: 950
Location: Jamming out on guitar with John Frusciante and Flea
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Holy shit!
whats wrong is it to do with me or something else!!! look you have not offended me , insultede me , hurt me or whatever i'm fine really i'm sure you was just joking when you said i was bastard heck i get much worse at school!
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Posted: Oct 22, 2005 - 09:01 PM
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Peephole
Joined: Aug 21, 2005
Posts: 1624
Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
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| i cant help it i get so upset bout the most stupid things. and i have to get the blood stain out of my jumper before my parents get home |
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Sami-Jo loves Cyberdog .x<3
Singing to the tune of FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT!!!
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Posted: Oct 22, 2005 - 09:03 PM
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Needle
Joined: Jul 18, 2005
Posts: 3737
Location: Melting in the sun
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| God that poem is making me sick lol ruby you really shouldnt do that, u can be hard on yourself and i dont see why. Matt forgave you, if thats whats making u sad. Cheer up young lady listen to soad:) lol |
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Oh baby come close to me..let me love you
Serj can I play with your pogo stick too?  
"I used to beat fools down..for no reason!" - Daron Malakian
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Posted: Oct 22, 2005 - 09:03 PM
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Cigaro
Joined: May 10, 2005
Posts: 2531
Location: Buffalo, NY Where SOAD never comes for a show!
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| What the hell is wrong? If you wanna talk to me about it PM me. I've been known to help people. |
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Posted: Oct 22, 2005 - 09:14 PM
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Peephole
Joined: Aug 21, 2005
Posts: 1624
Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
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| its ok ive dun it now unless u can reverse time i dont think i even want to live sometimes. i am listening to soad i hav 2 let it al out and if i cry anymor i swear i wil b dehydrated |
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Sami-Jo loves Cyberdog .x<3
Singing to the tune of FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT!!!
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Posted: Oct 22, 2005 - 09:23 PM
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Needle
Joined: Aug 29, 2005
Posts: 3636
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| omg that was intense! are you okay? i know we don't really know each other but if you want to talk i am here, my best friend nearly killed herslef doing that! |
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Posted: Oct 22, 2005 - 09:28 PM
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Peephole
Joined: Aug 21, 2005
Posts: 1624
Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
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| i feel like i have killed myself im ok thankyou i have sum 1 i can talk 2 |
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Sami-Jo loves Cyberdog .x<3
Singing to the tune of FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT!!!
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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 02:42 AM
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Dart
Joined: May 10, 2005
Posts: 1026
Location: Oklahoma
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WOW.....
It sounds like you're going through a really rough time. Your poem really conveys that. I think you should definetly talk to someone about this, even just here on SOADfans. . Seriously, no matter what you've done, you don't deserve pain you've inflicted upon yourself (I'm not sure if that makes sense, but i hope you get what I'm trying to say) |
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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 04:44 AM
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Cigaro
Joined: Jun 09, 2005
Posts: 2538
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Ruby_Gloom wrote:
In the blink of an eye
the blood pours from my veins
the knife in the floor
covered by the tears from my wrist
salt water and blood
mix through the floor
breaking into nerves
choking on the pain
A short one but thats how i feelin rite now i fuckin hate myself im the worst bitch in the world and i deserve to die.
omg that hits very close to home! I hope u realize that life is short enough asit is why wast it by being down on ur self. i'm teaching that to my self & i know it's hard but just hang in there we r all here for u |
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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 10:03 AM
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Ego Brain
Joined: Aug 24, 2005
Posts: 630
Location: Arizona; where everyday is a Lonely one...
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Ruby,
Please don't ever hesitate to talk to me if you need to.
I will always do my best to help you, if that's what you want from me.
And if you just want me to help you smile again.... I'd be more than happy to do that too!
Please..... just.... I don't know... PM me if you feel the urge!!  
I'm afraid for you, cuz I'm not sure I can help... and that scares me.
*hugs and hugs and hugs*
I want to say more.... but I don't know how...
Luv ya Ruby |
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