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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 10:03 AM
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Ego Brain


Joined: Aug 24, 2005
Posts: 630
Location: Arizona; where everyday is a Lonely one...
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Ruby,
Please don't ever hesitate to talk to me if you need to.
I will always do my best to help you, if that's what you want from me.
And if you just want me to help you smile again.... I'd be more than happy to do that too!
Please..... just.... I don't know... PM me if you feel the urge!!
I'm afraid for you, cuz I'm not sure I can help... and that scares me.
*hugs and hugs and hugs*
I want to say more.... but I don't know how...
Luv ya Ruby |
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V.I.P.s~ Ruby_Gloom, byob_hypnoticcomputers, Barbecue_Beef, Cozmachina, and Donteathefish!
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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 12:15 PM
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Peephole


Joined: Aug 21, 2005
Posts: 1624
Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
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| thanx guys im a lot beta now but im stil really upset bout wot happened |
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Singing to the tune of FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT!!!
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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 08:17 PM
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Peephole


Joined: Aug 21, 2005
Posts: 1624
Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
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The second part to slit wrists
Depression
deprived of hope love and care
the scars infected with pain
29 now losing count
my mind cant clear itself
why cant i end it
there nothing sharp enough
i wont end it slowly
fast is the only way
confusing desisions
i cant stand the noise
pounding my ears
the terror of death
your cry for me
you cant find me
yet im right infront of you
i cant see you |
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Sami-Jo loves Cyberdog .x<3
Singing to the tune of FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT!!!
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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 10:31 PM
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Moderator


Joined: Apr 16, 2005
Posts: 6937
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That's really good Ruby. I wanna cry, but I'm not going to. I wanna suggest something, which is obvious, so - I know it's tough. And I'm not being secretive about this, so next time you have that temptation? If you have that guitar next to you, pick it up. Or just keep writing, drawing, singing... or listening to you-know-who. I've seen the person that you are, and I've seen the person that you still can be. You also have so much time, and so much to do. When you find that person inside of you that you're comfortable with I hope that you'll be able to just get up and walk past all of this and it won't matter.
I mean... GAWD, look at me... I'm still here, too. For whatever reason, I was pulled back into this. That's not exactly what I wanted to say, but - you know how I feel about it already.  |
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Posted: Oct 24, 2005 - 11:27 AM
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Peephole


Joined: Aug 21, 2005
Posts: 1624
Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
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| thanx coz i really appreciate it im feeling beta now im uploadin the pic i drew later it shud b finished soon. |
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Sami-Jo loves Cyberdog .x<3
Singing to the tune of FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT!!!
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