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HIMluv
Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 10:03 AM  Post
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Location: Arizona; where everyday is a Lonely one...
Ruby,

Please don't ever hesitate to talk to me if you need to.
I will always do my best to help you, if that's what you want from me.
And if you just want me to help you smile again.... I'd be more than happy to do that too!
Please..... just.... I don't know... PM me if you feel the urge!! Smile Sad

I'm afraid for you, cuz I'm not sure I can help... and that scares me.
*hugs and hugs and hugs*

I want to say more.... but I don't know how...

Luv ya Ruby

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Ruby_Gloom
Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 12:15 PM  Post
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Joined: Aug 21, 2005
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Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
thanx guys im a lot beta now but im stil really upset bout wot happened

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Ruby_Gloom
Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 08:17 PM  Post
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Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
The second part to slit wrists

Depression

deprived of hope love and care
the scars infected with pain
29 now losing count
my mind cant clear itself

why cant i end it
there nothing sharp enough
i wont end it slowly
fast is the only way

confusing desisions
i cant stand the noise
pounding my ears
the terror of death

your cry for me
you cant find me
yet im right infront of you
i cant see you

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cozmachina
Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 10:31 PM  Post
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That's really good Ruby. I wanna cry, but I'm not going to. I wanna suggest something, which is obvious, so - I know it's tough. And I'm not being secretive about this, so next time you have that temptation? If you have that guitar next to you, pick it up. Or just keep writing, drawing, singing... or listening to you-know-who. I've seen the person that you are, and I've seen the person that you still can be. You also have so much time, and so much to do. When you find that person inside of you that you're comfortable with I hope that you'll be able to just get up and walk past all of this and it won't matter.

I mean... GAWD, look at me... I'm still here, too. Laughing For whatever reason, I was pulled back into this. That's not exactly what I wanted to say, but - you know how I feel about it already. Wink

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Ruby_Gloom
Posted: Oct 24, 2005 - 11:27 AM  Post
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thanx coz i really appreciate it im feeling beta now im uploadin the pic i drew later it shud b finished soon.

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