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Ruby_Gloom
Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 12:39 PM  Post
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Location: In a world where silence is in black and white and I walk towards the light.
Dream World

i thought i was happy
i thought i was save
yet i still awake
and the pain starts again

the torture you put me through
the hurt i feel
there is no blood
running through my veins

a knife to my throat
i stand on the ledge
im ending it now
you'll never see me again


i poem i rote for you to read and try to understand.

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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 12:40 PM  Post
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grrrrrrrrreat

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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 01:31 PM  Post
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Ruby... I'm glad you did that, but I know that it's hard and it still hurts. Oh, you know what I mean. Wink

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Ruby_Gloom
Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 06:27 PM  Post
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yea i no im feelin so much beta now that ive stopped shakin and im frends wiv matt again

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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 07:05 PM  Post
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yeah,

i'm glad we are mates i did not know i was so special to you....

matt

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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 07:19 PM  Post
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It's good Ruby. Very good. Very tortured. I'm sorry if this is the way you feel, just know that you're not alone in that. Not at all...

Do you use writing as a way to vent??
I know I do.
If I didn't I doubt I would be anygood to anyone, just a shell full of pent up emotions.
I don't want to be that, so I write it all out.
It used to be stuck on the paper, but now everyone here can see it... that makes it even better on me.... I'm not the only one that knows how I feel anymore.

I hope writing is as helpful to you as it is to me...
Or maybe music... it helps me too.

*Hugs Ruby*

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Ruby_Gloom
Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 07:38 PM  Post
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thank u frend *hugs himluv*

Relief

freedom, happiness
its finally in my reach
so close yet to far away
i couldnt make it any other way

nothing stands in my way
but myself
but you are there
guiding me from the dark

your fire burns in me
its why im still here
no one othere than you
can bring me home

out of the dream world
into reality
where i belong and have a place
with you my love


that is the second part of dream world x x x x x i think matt will like it

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byob_hypnoticcomputers
Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 08:13 PM  Post
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wow thats cool

my turn to post a poem!

matt

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Ruby_Gloom
Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 08:23 PM  Post
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go ahed dude did u get my message if not read it

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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 08:36 PM  Post
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yep i got it and i replied!

my world is spinning
there's no light just dark
but then a hand touches my shoulder
and another, and another
i look a around and see
3 friends looking back at me
suddenly the pain goes away
i see the light
the darkness is gone
the ice in my heart is melting
i feel happy again
the power of friendship
rises to the top
because i no three friends will help me
when times are dark and dim
they will be my light, my guidence
they are my guardian angels

well i wrote that here and there its abit retarded but ah well

matt

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Posted: Oct 23, 2005 - 08:39 PM  Post
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Oh, not so retarded!!

*hugs all of you*

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