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Posted: Sep 12, 2004 - 09:02 PM
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I have never understood depression, I understand that it is a disease, but I can't comprehend how horrible it must be to have it. Why am I saying this? I dunno, I am not saying my life is better than anyone else's, quite the contrary I guess. But ever since my parents divorced, I chose to not take life very seriously, to not let myself get so upset over things. To enjoy life, simply that.
To enjoy where I am, to not move to fast. Sure, life throws us lots of shit all the time. We get shitty grades, our friends die, we lose a family member, shit happens. It can suck, or it can just be. I don't look at things like that as bad, sure, breaking your arm would stop you from doing a lot of things, but what if something better happens because of your new handicap? I was just told by someone that they don't like me. Just plain out don't like me. Sure, for a few seconds I was like " " but then, I think, if the person doesn't like me for who I am, oh fucking well. I can get a new friend or something.
My rant doesn't have much meaning, but I was just htinking, you aren't here very long ya know, you can look at things in a negative way, or look at them as opportunities, experiences, and stuff.
Life is supposed to suck, its supposed to kick your ass, make you cry, make you want to give up. I refuse to let it.
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Posted: Sep 12, 2004 - 10:10 PM
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Hypnotized
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Hey, this is a great way of looking at life, you really can't take life seriously, and as long as your carefree and freespirited your in good hands.
I am like this most of the time, but i constantly get those little reminders that just make me not that way, i don't know, i have issues myself that i'm trying to get over and it's difficult, but i think once i get through it all, i will have accomplished life. |
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Posted: Sep 12, 2004 - 10:35 PM
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Yeah, I get sad at times, but I feel like I don't let it get to me, but I think in reality I am hiding from them or something, but I just don't want to be a sad person, that seems like no way to live.
I will be moving out on my own soon, and it scares me, I am slowly becomming an adult. I am not ready by any means. I have thought about this a lot, and this is where these ideas of mine are comming from. I don't want to be a rock star like I did in 8th grade. I just want to be happy. I'm sure I will feel differently when I am poverty strucken and living in a shitty house, but I hope I can prevail. |
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Posted: Sep 12, 2004 - 10:46 PM
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hey im exactly like you, never deppressed just a little bit sad at times at like death and stuff. Its cool being happy all the time  |
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Posted: Sep 12, 2004 - 11:07 PM
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| Yeah, becoming an adult can be intimidating, but nobody really is ready i don't think. It's really not as bad as you think. |
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Posted: Sep 13, 2004 - 12:10 AM
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| Well can you turn diabetes off? It's the same as depression, you cannot turn it off. It's good that some people dont have it, but for those who do, it's not as simple as looking at the positives all the time. You physically cant at times, it doesnt matter how hard you try. |
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Posted: Sep 13, 2004 - 01:34 AM
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me wrote:
I understand that it is a disease
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Posted: Sep 13, 2004 - 01:40 AM
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BUT THEN YOU GO ON TO SAY THAT YOU DONT GET IT, kinda.
It's not hard to understand it. Just imagine that you cant not feel good most of the time, and there ya go. |
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Posted: Sep 13, 2004 - 05:17 AM
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Posted: Sep 13, 2004 - 05:20 AM
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| take things lightly my friend. lightly. |
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Posted: Sep 13, 2004 - 05:31 AM
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